i am confused.

i dont know what to do, what to say, how to act.

i cant read minds.

although i think i can kinda figure out what to expect. and i dont like what i think.

but i doubt it wld be any other way. its just not possible.

its foolish of me. but some things, i just cant control.

i long for smth i know i cannot ever have.

but i am not superhuman.

yes, there are some things i just cant control.