ahhh. how i hate staying home the entire day. okay, i know thats not exactly a nice thing to say, but i dont not like staying because of my family or whatever, but i just get this overwhelming feeling of MISSING OUT. i feel like im missing out on the all the fun activites my friends may be partaking in in this very minute! while im stuck at home. doing nothing.=( bored bored bored and sad sad sad. tsktsk.

i have succesfully managed to more or less fill up my daily schedule ever since the As ended, but today i have no choice. coz its hari raya. hahaha... im sorry for my lack of faith. urgh. it should be a very happy occasion for me. but err. im really just kinda bored. lol. the turn up for visiting isnt that great on hari raya haji. and theres no hype abt the outfits during this one. or the 'ang-paos'. so... yeah. its the same everytime. just slack at home upstairs in my room. try to find something to do. greet people when they come and then retreat back into my own shell. sigh. maybe i should use this free time to clear out my notes and other nonsense. hmmm... that sounds like a plan. how exciting.

oh well at least yesterday night i got the chance to indulge in some KTV. HAHA. and hear my miserable voice booming in the room. quite fun. hahahaha=D and yay, i have some plans for tomorrow. now thats a start. lol. im starting to miss my friends again. i wanna chill with some people. correction: i NEED to chill with some people. save me please.