GRAH. this is not happening! why are my days so freaking aimless! it seems like everyone has smth to do, some gathering to attend, some job to do, while i am here, lying on my bed thinking abt what i can do tmr and who i can go out with! NONONO. not right, not right at all. there are only few ppl i feel comfortable calling out for last minute outings thus making things alot more difficult when you dont have your week planned out MONTHS AGO. -.- why must having fun involve such preparation and effort. tsktsk. i guess i should start planning my outings proper now that friends are flying away. D= leaving me behind to fend for myself. boohoo.

and its going to be christmas in a matter of days! that is like OH MY HOOCHIE MAMA FAST. the month is gonna come to an end soon! and a new year is going to start? ohmy. that is still too strange a concept for me to grasp at this point of time. hmmmm... somehow, i feel reluctant to leave this year behind. maybe there are just too many things i want to do before its over. and maybe i just dont want this holiday to be over. ever. =( coz alot of wonderful things have happened in this fairly short period of time. grah. this is making me think of the school year all over again, and as a result, starting to make me feel abit emo again. =(

i miss vjc.