I know that in my previous post I was going on about how much I really wanted school to start and I know that everyone who has spoken to me in the last 2 weeks have clearly been told by me that I have been DYING for school to start since I dunno, the land before time, BUT, now that school is going to start TOMORROW.... I'm sitting here really really wishing that it didn't have to.=(

You see, I'VE JUST BEEN HAVING TOO MUCH FUN!

I've never had so much fun in such a long long time!=) The past week went by feeling like an overseas trip with friends! (instead of family.) And it has been awesome. I finally get to know what it's like. Been wanting to embark on a trip overseas with my friends for the longest time but none of our plans ever come to pass. Instead I sit around in Singapore watching ALL my other friends go on short trips to places nearby and some even on extravagant trips far away. And every single one of them return with stories and photos to share that I have to sit down and swallow with a smile even though inside I'm burning with jealousy and hatred at their luck of having such an experience.=)

So, HA. Take that! This year I embark on my 6 year holiday in Sydney! Woohoo! And the first week has been splendid! =P=P=P

But anyway, back to reality, school starts tmr.=( SIAN. I was really looking forward to school trust me. But what changed my mind was the faculty welcome we had on Tuesday. Well more like a welcome LECTURE. It was long. And I was reminded of all those long dreary lectures I had back in VJC(I love you VJC), which I honestly dreaded. Lol. Especially the Math ones. I could never focus. Half of my lecture notes were empty.=/ On the plus side, I'm doing a course that I chose because I really am interested in it. So lectures are supposed to be exciting and interesting are they not? Because I should be really awed by all the information being thrown at me. Right?=/ Grah. I just hope I don't sleep as much in school as I used to. Lol.

Which brings me to one other thing. My new year resolutions. Okay maybe not really 'new year' resolutions, because I never really believed in them and hence never made any. With the exception of this year. The only one which I posted on Facebook(yeah I know, so cheesy and gross. And some time in mid Jan so yeah, not really 'new year') together with half the world population, was to be as brave as Taylor Swift. If you don't get it never mind. Oh wth, I'll just explain anyways. Taylor Swift inspired me to be as brave as her in her song 'Speak now' where she courageously interrupted a wedding and ran away with the groom. Now how awesome is that!!!!! So yeah. I made a resolution to be braver than I usually am. Because if you knew the things I was afraid to do you would be calling me a wuss right now. Hahaha. I had little faith in this whole resolution thing as I mentioned earlier, but in this 2 months I have really seen how the term 'resolution' changes everything. It's weird I know, but taking time to really put some serious thought into what you want, labeling it with a strong word such as 'resolution' and sharing it with the rest of the world seems to give it some sort of extra power. Every time I feel like backing out of something, I think back about how I resolved to change the way I am and suddenly I find it in myself to go against my usual habits. I am honestly impressed by the power of language and what it means to us. Strong words really do make a difference. So maybe next time if you SWEAR to yourself that you will do the laundry today instead of just telling yourself that you ought to, you might just end up having a higher success rate. Hahaha.=)

So the whole previous paragraph was completely irrelevant. And since I have been rambling on for too long, I shall keep the rest short. Hahaha. My other resolution was unpublished because I decided it should be a 'new Month' resolution instead. I felt that there was no reason why I shouldn't try and change that habit in a month. Namely to sleep earlier. It did have some success before I left for Australia mind you, but since I got here, whew,  seems like I never made it in the first place. Lol. So yes, SCHOOL HAS BEGUN. I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY. ER. EARLIER.(early is too much to ask for)

Yay for resolutions. I can do this! Next problem to solve: Punctuality. Sigh. Been getting worse and worse and worse.=(

Oh and I had one more resolution. To touch and Elephant. Inspired by 'Eat, Pray, Love'. I hope I get the same joy out of doing it as she did. Hahaha.



A cockroach has infiltrated my room and is now in my wardrobe. I am terrified to death. God save me please.=( HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP IN PEACE.