the taste of civilian life after that 17 day deprivation is just intoxicating. from the very moment i stepped back onto mainland singapore i felt a surge of huge relief and joy. i have never been happier to be 'back' in singapore i tell you.

PHEW.

that place can be quite a hell. but the people there are reasonably nice and fun. people meaning my fellow 'captives'. cant say the same for all of our 'captors'. tsktsk. but oh well. at least im having fun while im out here and free! i have watched 2 movies already, ink heart and red cliff 2! the latter being much more enjoyable than the first. somehow i have a thing for chinese war movies. i think its more for their display of martial arts lah. im always very impressed by it.=) i feel so content to have watched a good movie again after so long. and im going to watch another one tmr! YAY.

so yeah, you wld be able to tell that my money is just gushing down the drain like theres no tomorrow. i am soon going to burn my pants away. not just a hole in my pocket. oh well. i shall just decieve myself: its my first book out, i have every obligation to indulge in pricy things! hahahaha. just like the meals i had yesterday. fooyo! i should never be allowed access to large sums of money. how ironic it is that i was the class treasurer. tsktsk. i guess i just like the feeling of handling money. collecting money never fails to thrill me. giving out money lagi best. you feel so powerful when people ask you for money and you have the capacity to provide them with cash.=D sounds quite perverse eh. hahaha. what to do? such is society. sigh. i should probably just stick to handling other people's money lah. if i ever feel the need to handle money that is. lol.

and oh yes! one more thing ive been doing is catching up on the Australian Open! whoopee! tennis wtf! but im so devestated that JJ is out. cant believe it! didnt manage to catch that match today and im not planning on catching the replay. it wld probably just make my heart sink even further. booooooo. i pray nadal doesnt pull off smth like that too!=/