hello. i watched seven pounds this afternoon with matt after we watched the trailer online which seemed to support wanting's and karen's claim that it was a really good movie. and yeah, it did turn out to be a rather nice movie. although i feel it could have been a lot better if they played out the plot abitttttt more. all in all, it did provoke some thoughts in me, though not all might be entirely related to the movie. lol. and it made me realise some things. like how i wld like to lead my life! how i wld really like it to be an adventure. that was sorta my new year resolution: i want to be more daring. i want to try stuff ive never tried and i want to witness things ive never bothered to. i really want to just see all the wonderful things our planet has to offer. natural and not so natural. i want to be awed.=) i've never had such desire to travel before. i guess i always felt so comfortable with what i know that i didnt really care to explore. but suddenly i just feel like doing something less boring. hahahaha. i wanna do crazy stuff. i dont want to lead a stagnant lifestyle. just thinking abt it is making me all excited. now i just need to find someone who wants to do all these crazy stuff with me. anyone?=D

and yes, letting out all the angst yesterday has made me become more determined to change the way i view life. i am striving to be a completely different person. andddd hopefully it will work. hahahaha. but right now i am rather optimistic.=)