hmmm.... yet another hope dashed. oh well. cant say im very suprised it happened though. i knew it cldnt be perfect from the start the way things were. but i guess i just hoped that by some crazy miracle, i would have ended up at a destination so far off from the path ive been led down. TSKTSK.

on another note, I am totally not an existentialist. the world is a beautful place and life is wonderful.

=D

maybe its just because im an idealist. if so, thank god for that!
coz i would soooo rather be enjoying my life than like despair about the meaningless of life.