Woke up today(today being Sunday 23rd Jan) feeling kinda miserable.

Not just any kind of miserable, but the kind of miserable that nothing and no one can make me feel better kind of miserable. Except the one person who caused this misery probably. But sad thing is I don't think you'll ever know that you affect me so much. And I don't think you really give a shit. I should really put this all behind me, seeing how it's been so long since I've had anything to do with you. But it's never that easy eh? Always easier said than done.

Coincidentally, a friend told me he was miserable today too. When I asked why he explained himself, but went on to say also that he was just being immature and I really shouldn't bother. I replied saying that its alright to feel immature and that we all go through phases like these. We just need to remember that they always pass eventually. Essentially, that's what I've been telling myself the whole day actually. Lol. But knowing that it passes never really makes the process that much easier to bear huh. Oh well. Thank god by the time I woke up half the day was already gone. Hahahaha. And actually my phase is kinda passing already. So yay for me.

I had a lot on my mind the whole day actually. But somehow at this point time, I have absolutely no idea how to put any of them into words. Maybe because I kinda resolved them in my head already so I see no need to pen them down. My thoughts have kinda left my mind already, and the strong emotions they brought along with them have kinda abated already too....

So yeah, all that's left for you to read is a really really badly structured, messy and kinda pointless blog post. Hahahahaha. I apologise.=)

(I tried reading this post and DAMN this is such a horrible read. Wow.)