Gosh. Major change in plans.

After a talk with my parents over dinner last night, I got some insights into their plans for me for the rest of the year. And damn were they unexpected. My idea of this Sydney 'holiday' was that it was kinda like that, a HOLIDAY. I'd go there and study, but I'd still consider Singapore my home, and still consider what I have in Singapore my Life, the BIGGEST part of my Life. But it seems.... now, I have to go over and... start a new life there and make that my home. And treat Singapore and everything here as... a nice place to holiday at. Treat everything here as... secondary. o.o

Wow.

Wasn't expecting that from my parents at all..... But I guess money really does take precedence over all sometimes.... They seem completely fine with not having me around for years at a time?=/ I don't get it. Since when were they.... Well since now I guess. Oh well. I guess this is what I signed up for. And its just time to face reality. It's not supposed to be and easy breezy beautiful education after all.

I'm scared.

Can the day just arrive already? Coz I can't stop worrying. And worrying, as all the wise people say, is so unnecessary. Sigh.