Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air.

No, not becuase 'I know that I can count on you' (if you know where that's from)

And yes, sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care".

Again, not because 'you've got the love I need to see me through'.

But instead, because sometimes I just really wanna give up.

I am screwing with my life here. I thought I was making the right decisions. But when the investments don't pay off, you're just left to despair about the debt you've incurred. What am I to do about it though. I don't think my demands are absurd. I only want what everyone else wants. I may feel like shit right now, but come tomorrow I doubt anything is gonna change. It's a vicious cycle. And I'm sad to say that I probably won't stop until I get what I want, or, I end up in the dumps. tsk.

So yeah, sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air. Coz I just don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore.


Urgh. Distressed over stupiak things. (and some people just have to rub it in your face. Lol. -.-)