My room is a Junkyard.

A Junkyard of memories.=)

Spent about 5 hours today trying to clear out my cupboards in preparation for the move to Sydney. I only spent 5 hours although I was home the whole day cause I only woke up at 4pm.=P But also because I was waiting for my brother to leave the house! So I'd get the whole room to myself. HUAHUAHUA. Love having the room to myself. Locked the door, blasted music and got down to work.(stopped to dance now and then when a nice song came on.) So I cleared out a few bags full of trash by the end of my cleaning spree and my room STILL looks like a mess. -.- Damn i have so much rubbish.

It probably took so long because when i looked through all my papers stashed away or all the kitsch lying around I'd get brought back to the time, place and event surrounding that item. For some, I'd sit there smiling to myself for the longest time, reminiscing about fun times, wishing I could just experience it all again. Just even for a day. Primary School, Secondary School, JC. Miss it all so much. Even NS actually. Found some interesting stuff from NS too. Lol. But ost of my NS stuff are just bulky and annoying though. And I have no place to put them! LBV and all that crap. -.-

One item I found made me smile when I first saw it. But once I flipped through it for 5 secs and I couldn't wait to GET RID OF IT. Gosh. Don't ask me why I still have it, but it was the book you receive in Sec 4 to give you info about JAE application and all the JCs and crap. I remember how nervous I was about VJ's cut-off. But thats not it. As I was flipping through all the schools, I was suddenly attacked by a thousand 'what if' thoughts. D= It was scary. Might not sound scary to you, but it was hellava scary to me!!!! Hate moping around in regret about life choices. So damn miserable. Been there plenty of times. *shudders*

Oh well. That concludes day 1 of spring cleaning. Urgh. Thought I'd only need a day to complete it but i guess not. Damn. I only have a 1 week break from work!!=( need to find time to stay home again..... Boo.

So much to do so little time!=(